I swear you look so pretty when you hurt me

You make me wanna maximise my pain

You say me moving on would make you happy

But if I did you'd probably go insane

I'm holding on

Only to

Wait until you pull away

I'm driving in

Circles re-

-peating your songs in my brain

I don't know how to change

I'm tied to you

I'm rotting away

I'm getting sick and tired of all this searching

For something that won't push me away

I need a love that's soft and warm and certain

Your hands are always turned the other way

I'm holding on

Only to

Watch you pull away

I'm scared to work

All my shit out

In case it's too late

It's critical

I'm spinning out

I know you won't change

You finish late

I'm hungry now

We don't work the same