“I swear I’m fine”

Oh what a beautiful lie

This fallacied reality will catch up in time

And I feel that I just sink through everything

I swear I just need something to hold onto

I swear I just need something, anything

What’s done is done

But will it ever be enough?

To be honest with you I was kind of hoping this would stop

All these dizzy spells, crying out for help

But it’s not enough to forgive myself

No I don’t think it’s fair, to sit alone again waiting for this to end

But oh my god, we sleep inside of these graves that we dug ourselves

Lately I’m caught in routine, and now I’m wasting thoughts again

So can you keep me from vanishing?

It’s nothing personal

I can’t keep letting go

What’s done is done

But will it ever be enough?

To be honest with you I was kind of hoping this would stop

All these dizzy spells, crying out for help

But it’s not enough to forgive myself

Eventually stones will mark our names but not the places we have been

We’re all just struggling to live.

I can’t keep settling

I don’t want to just exist

I just want to make a difference, something worth talking about.

More than just being alive.