I've been through the hardest spots

With all the darkest thoughts

Feels like I'm so alone

Like I'm so lost

I've been movin' solo tryna keep it low low

I've been feelin' so alone

Feels like I'm stone cold

They say I'm not diverse enough

Oh wow, that hurt so much

If you tried to write something like Beast Mode

Some of you guys would hurt a lung

Write one song like me you'd have an aneurysm

It would top everything ever that you've written

Your fans would hate that old crap you're spittin'

I'm pissed so your cereal I have to piss in

I started to write just to get away

I used to fight just to vent the rage

But decided to find a better way

Now it's no longer an escape

Now they wanna come tell me how I should be usin' my gift

If I really think my stuff's good enough

What styles I should be writin'

I try to play it off, I don't take it wrong

I nod my head but now I'm pissed

Half of you ain't even bumpin' me

The other half don't share my shit

You'll never know when you're insecure how terrifying that mic is

But no matter, I know this for sure

I'd kill you dogs like Mike Vick

It's not complex if you've ever observed

All around I'm the nicest

Only the best combination of words are allowed to leave my lips

Folks who don't know my whole catalogue try to tell me I'm too Boom Bap

Stay sayin' my shit sounds the same, but I already disproved that

They tell me I should look into trap but on Conception I do that

And if I failed, so fuckin' what

As long as I make the room clap

You should just go do Spanish, woah

You should make Reggaeton, oh

But I'm not like the dudes on radio

I don't make lazy songs, no

Don't mean to diss a whole genre

I'm just angry my fists are balled up

Don't mean to be a primadonna

I'ma go phantom like it's the opera

I've been through the hardest spots

With all the darkest thoughts

Feels like I'm so alone

Like I'm so lost

I've been movin' solo tryna keep it low low

I've been feelin' so alone

Feels like I'm stone cold

And to my good friend Andy Park

Talkin' shit about Jonathan

How he never supported our music

How he never shared our shit

But I liked and commented on every song

You blew up got a following

And hit 8k on IG and dropped a tape

And I told you I was proud of it

Even though there was so much space it's like you recorded while showerin'

He was beggin' me for a feature

I sent beats but got nothin' out of it

You never shared none of my shit back so Andy bro

Tell me how is it

That now you blocked me outta the blue

Oh my God what a power trip

If I ever hit 8k I'm givn' all my homies a shout

If I got beef with my day ones we all workin' it out

I'd have to kick a cunt in a circle to be pussyfootin' around

The day rap dies you should bury my rhyme book in the ground

I'm Jordan I go over heads like projectors

Everytime I drop, I'm gettin' lectured

No props, just what I could do better

When am I gonna write like you? Never

Jot down schemes just like a collector

Kill a beat I love then I like it better

So when I ghost ride I'm ridin' a specter

6 foot but I'm higher than ever

F & U are my favorite letters

You save your beats? This guy's an investor

Pointless like crime fighting endeavors

I kill 'em young like child molesters

So I'll take your advice when this caliber's how you can write

I set the standard, you try to jump

But you missed the bar like a Jewish rite

When you dudes try to criticize like you could write

I lose my mind

Cuz I'm stupid nice in this booth

I wrote my whole life but who am I

I've been through the hardest spots

With all the darkest thoughts

Feels like I'm so alone

Like I'm so lost

I've been movin' solo tryna keep it low low

I've been feelin' so alone

Feels like I'm stone cold