I daydream, awaiting

When life isn't just an obstacle

My eyes

Tell the story of ugly

This fight to survive

It's the greatest thing I've ever grown

So you can't stop me

You can't stop me

You can't catch me if you wanna

Ain't no rollin' the dice

We goin' up that's on my mama

So either you can count me out

Or hold this shit down

Pick a side, pick a side

Best believe I'm screamin' fuck you from the other side

Go head and count me out

While I hold this shit down

You picked a side, picked a side

Could'a chose me at the bottom

Now I'm topside

Topside

Topside

Could'a had me at the bottom

Now I'm topside

Topside

Topside

Had me at the bottom

Higher than a kite

Higher than a kite

You can't reach my height

Topside

Higher than a kite

Watch me while I fly

You can't reach my height

Topside

At times I felt like givin' up, I'm serious

Got scars from cuts, no commas, hit them periods

**** tell me bust a semicolon, I ain't hearin' it

This ain't the song that never ends

It's the song I can't begin

And I'm tired of playin' games with myself (ha ha)

This fear been detrimental to my health

I try to hide from it, but it's steady on my heels

I swear to God I really put my soul on "How it feels"

And still can't fuckin' feel

And I don't give a shit

I've been with the shit

Grindin' since ten

Just a little girl

I was meant for this

I tried to take my life, but God ain't let me do it

He tried to take my life, this **** fuckin' stupid

He took a stab at a deity and missed

Hand me the Glock

Cause you playin' with this bitch

No enemies gon' live

And I, and I said it metaphoric

But I meant it in the physic

If you can't find me now

You can't catch me when I'm livin'

I daydream, awaiting

When life isn't just an obstacle

My eyes

Tell the story of ugly

This fight to survive

It's the greatest thing I've ever grown

Now I'm topside

Topside

Topside

Could'a had me at the bottom

Now I'm topside

Topside

Topside

Had me at the bottom

Higher than a kite

Higher than a kite

You can't reach my height

Topside

Higher than a kite

Watch me while I fly

You can't reach my height

Topside