Left the group

Before they toured and

Regret what I did before

Wondered when

I'd want it more

While spaced out on the bathroom floor

I haven't been a better son

I cough

With

A severed tongue

In a wash of summer love

I admit I'm not above

Something you thought I was

Unspoken gutter punch

I always fucking run

I know you're done

But I'm okay now

I'm okay now

I'm okay now

I've got a brain now

I've got a brain now

I've got a brain now

And I never was a cool kid

Take it down with Sunny D

And hear the music

Talked back to my sunny dreams

To prove I'm lucid

Shaded from the devil's heat in empty sewage

1999

Another 25

And I might lose my mind

Can't I just close my eyes

1999

I can't be 25

I haven't lived the life

I thought I'd be alright

Left the group

Just after tour

He told me he's over chords

Is he done

Or is he bored

Why won't he speak anymore

I haven't been the better one

Between myself and who I was last month

But I keep my head above

I admit I indulged once

And it's not the final one

It's crazy bitter love

I know it's fucking fun

Even though you're done

But I'm okay now

I'm okay now

I'm okay now

I've got a brain now

I've got a brain now

I've got a brain now

1999

Another 25

And I might lose my mind

Can't I just close my eyes

1999

I can't be 25

I haven't lived the life

I thought I'd be alright