I'm busted in the fucking head

Every day I wish I were fucking dead

Waking up fills me with dread

Fighting demons just to leave the god damn bed

There's no debate

I'm not safe

I'm afraid

Of my brain

Prescription for two little pills

Take my pain away, but they have no skill

Agony consumes my life

I can't see the point in afterlife

Always in my fight or flight

It feels as though I'll never be alright

The shit you've done erodes my soul

I am doomed to forever be unwhole

I have lost myself

What made you compelled?

To destroy me I'm unwell

I have lost myself

I can't ask for help

So fucking overwhelmed

I have lost myself

And I cannot be cured

I have lost myself

And you can be assured

I have lost myself

I'm not your fucking whore

I have lost myself

I'll never feel secure

The only thing that aids my pain

A kitchen knife

Watch my blood drain

Insanity behind my eyes

Part of me is glad we died

A decrease in my whole sensation

My god, there is no fucking liberation

The voices drown out your support

My trust in love is like a sport

Fuck this life

No end in sight

Constant decline

I await my demise

I'm so numb

To this suffering I'll succumb

I feel stuck

My brain has shrunk

I don't care

Mourning after something that was never even fucking there

I don't fucking care

Just end my despair