I don't feel like myself

A songbird on the shelf

I fight to find the words to say

But no one listens anyway

I think I probably need help

Cause I'm too close to hell

I feel like I'm trapped in a cage

Someone wake me from this dream

I'll never fly with broken wings

I thought I knew what I loved

Who I wanted to be

But the higher I fly

It gets harder to breathe

Now Ive given my life

And I'm giving up hope

All I want is the strength

To come home

I'll put my heart on my sleeve

Until I have nothing left

Except anger, agression

Resentment and stress

Someone wake me from this dream

I'll never fly with broken wings

I thought I knew what I loved

Who I wanted to be

But the higher I fly

It gets harder to breathe

Now I've given my life

And I'm giving up hope

All I want is the strength

To come home, to come home

And the light is shining down on me, but my heart is heavy

I feel the wind between the trees, but I'm not ready

To face the fears of god's and king's, all born to die

But this grave of dreams was never meant to fly

I thought I knew what I loved

Who I wanted to be

But the higher I fly

It gets harder to breathe

Now I've given my life

And I'm giving up hope

All I want is the strength

To come home, to come home