I'm homesick for a home I was never greeted in

My tears pleaded at the feet of greed

My ears are metered

My grievances greeted the head of the table i'm seated

The journey receded the risk is still seeded

Repeated, remains the same with fertile soil we grow from

The winds petered out defeated by twiddling thumbs

Memories fleeted what remains can only be exceeded

The pots bubbling the recipe sweetened

I got moments that be still stuck with me, did I play my part?

I never needed you more my heart is bleeding out

Superseded by the crowd with deafening shouts

Thousand yard stare had my face stout

Momma wanted her son a scholar i'm facing squalor

Since a toddler I had to watch her it had to bother

My momma calling to calm me my problems getting smaller

Copper skin smiling back she's a lot calmer

Somber demeanor with softer intentions

Ten suns couldn't match the shine that your aura giving

Sorta living, living my whole life through part of you

I always love you, I hope I can deliver

Head up to the cosmos been a sinner lately

You're still here, we love to see it, been a little shaky

Vaguely remember why we have do it on the daily

Me and this **** willy in the kitchen til we eighty

You're still here, we love to see it, I can only pray

Pray I make you proud, there's only so much I can repay

The way my life is panning out I might be okay

I think it's time to stop running this gon' be the day

What do you say we keep going you can lead the way?

What do you say we keep going you can lead the way?