You don't have to pull me down

Your pain is there I hold you tight

'Cause I care

I could never let you drown

But now it's flooding everywhere I go

Sweeping all the things I know

I'm feeling lost at the moment

Grey takes over colors

Weird shapes over flowers

I've made mistakes I know it

I can't be led by regrets

I let the sun guide my steps

Just to get lost by myself

How could i stay no

I should have cared more than ever

Breaking your heart more than once

I'm in a spell forever

Waste my time like a devil 

I was waiting outside in the shadows 

Next to monsters you're afraid of

I saw you sold your soul for a little 

You can't wait me 

You're dancing with demons 

Without a doubt I'll be the one not going 

I don't forget don't tryna act offended 

I will remember your lies forever 

Please don't remind me why we cried 

We're missing the last train to the stars 

I still hope that we'll find a new light 

Arriving arriving

Sometimes I miss when you and I where all alone 

Laying down in the grass to watch the clouds 

I just wanna be there one more time 

Forever 

(Is it gonna end now ?)

I gotta let go the moment, or I'll be colorblind 

(Is it gonna end now ?)

I won't believe those lies I got some peace to find

(Is it gonna end now ?)

And I can't believe there's nothing you could have done

(Is it gonna end now ?)

I've been waiting all my life but now all my life is fading away

If you're in a lockdown if you locked up

Shouting that you break down cause you're fucked up

I've been down the same path

That you're crossing when you're burning

Face down you seem calm but it's blowing

No sleep you'll be back in the morning

But this lifestyle's just a sweet mirage that you follow

Cause your blindfold is your sorrow

I know

Getting rid of this

Getting rid of that bullshit

Imma do it on my own shit

The light I saw was just illusional 

And it was all a lie it something you should know

The choices that you made

They're the only ones forcing me out the way

No looking back now

Sadness is way behind

You know why you got left behind now

I guess it's time for me to go

I've been hiding my madness

But I gotta let you know

Scared by myself I'm

6 feet deep yeah darkening the glow

Scrolling through my memories just to feel bad

80 beans i don't need no more friends

Hanging on deathlane zero regrets

Wish i was more fucked up

Gonna get more fucked up

Hanging in the club bitch i ain't here to dance

1 more gram' and i'm drifting away

I won't change

No I won't change

Filling all my system with that bullshit

Don't wanna fix it

Drugs mix it

Don't wanna waste my time

Not gonna miss it

Medecine makes life shine

Medecine trix it

And it's just takes my nights away

Six six six leading me to the Nether

Settle in when nothing else matters

Six feet deep no way back on this ladder

Sailing deeper sause nothing else's brighter

I guess it's time for me to go

I've been hiding my madness

But I gotta let you know

Scared by myself I'm

6 feet deep yeah darkening the glow

Fucked up drugs helping me to hold right there

Eyes opened I'll get blinded by the strobe light then

What's your take

Do you really think you'll make it

I'm trying all my best

But I'm drowning in depression

(My brain is off)

Deep so deep in the black hole (shit)

I be mixing shit like a sixteen kid

I won't miss it I'm just trynna quit the sad mode

My heart is locked and I can't figure out the right code 

(I'm freaking out)

I've been hiding my madness