took you by the hand

but i lost my grip

it's like you were never there

a pulse in my head

if i could take it back

do you think you'd still feel the same?

cus i won't make you wait

wait for me to change

3 months, i been tryna get this out of me

but i can't help it

maybe i'm the problem and it's down to me

all i feel is nothing when we fuck and you're holding me

and i can't hide it

bite my nails till they bleed, till it's time to leave, time to leave

well you said so

if you really want to go, why don't you?

i'm scared of being alone

guess i tried my luck but i found my peak

i compare myself to anyone but me

it's getting way too hard keep you close to me

took you by the hand

but i lost my grip

it's like you were never there

a pulse in my head

if i could take it back

do you think you'd still feel the same?

cus i won't make you wait

don't wait for me to change

why we never talk, can't remember what we're fighting for

turns out theres a lot i didn't know

stressed out tryna figure out my mind and all

and it's not your fault so i'll pack my things

don't ask me if i care, i'll freak

i care so much that i don't care to breathe

took you by the hand

but i lost my grip

it's like you were never there

just a pulse in my head

if i could take it back

do you think you'd still feel the same?

cus i won't make you wait

wait for me to change