Isn't it strange the way it all went wrong?

Isn't sad the ways we didn't belong?

And I'm so pained and I did cry

You tried you best and did mine

Isn't strange the way it all went wrong?

I never meant for you to end up here

I never meant for us to ache and suffer

I only wanted what felt best

The air was draining from my chest

And I knew that I could never be that lover

Goodness gracious what a mess I've made

Good thing I keep so many demons handy, to throw it all away

And goodness gracious, I'm getting better everyday

But I hate so much that you hate me now

And that'll never ever fade

I shouldn't care so much, so what if I'm the villain in your head

I shouldn't care so much, so what it's done and playing out this way instead

But the part that hurts the most isn't the things you probably said

It's the fact that in the end, you'll think I was lying when my words read

We'd be forever, we'd be famous, we'd be happy, we'd be rich

We'd be the pinnacle of perfect, for our family and friends

You'd make it out, you would get better, and this would all come to an end

But you have to stay alive so you can tell them our love story

Goodness gracious what a mess I've made

Good thing I keep so many demons handy, to throw it all away

And goodness gracious, now I'm happy everyday

But I hate so much that you hate me now

And that'll never ever fade

And it wasn't a lie, its just that somewhere I broke down

Watching you shake and bleed and try to end yourself, I started to drown

I started to shut the door on people that would try and help me out

I didn't know what I was doin' then, so I'm trying harder now but

Goodness gracious what a mess I've made

Good thing I keep so many demons handy, to throw it all away

And goodness gracious, now I'm happy everyday

But I hate so much that you hate me now

And that'll never ever fade away

That'll never fade away