Always hoped that this would last forever

And I'd never be lost again

Sacrificed so many years to get here

But my sanity is worth more

And I've given

All my best

What do I have

To show for it?

Nightmares, anxiety, never better

Sometimes in daydreams

You're treading water

I know

You wanna believe

You've still

Got this hold on me

Nightmares, anxiety, never better

Sometimes in daydreams

You're treading water

Now I'm seeing everything so clearly

I was nothing more than a pawn

You used the mission to hide all your misdeeds

And you never gave a shit at all

And I've given

All my best

What do I have

To show for it?

Nightmares, anxiety, never better

Sometimes in daydreams

You're treading water

I know

You wanna believe

You've still

Got this hold on me

Nightmares, anxiety, never better

Sometimes in daydreams

You're treading water

This isn't fun anymore

All I ever wanted was to be with you

Caught holding my breath again

All I ever wanted was to be with you

And I've given

All my best

Oh god

I'm so sick of it

Nightmares, anxiety, never better

Sometimes in daydreams

You're treading water

I know

You wanna believe

You've still

Got this hold on me

Nightmares, anxiety, never better

Sometimes in daydreams

You're treading water