September

There's a shadow on the wall

She holds my hand then plots against me

Spent my life on autopilot

Couldn't hide it

Some things i still haven't processed

Could it be it's all in my head

While you're at best when

You're not trying

You're not trying

Tell me that i'm out of touch

Tough cause i have never felt love

Like this - still believing if it gets rough

I could fall, I could fall on it

But you're moving on

And I wouldn't blame you for trying

I'd leave me if none of it's mine

Stood me up in September and for a last time

I'm coming down

I'm coming down

I'm coming down

Like I'm dancing on a wire

None of these words feel like mine

Would you hurt me to love me right

Risk the fallout, risk a flatline

Tell me that I'm out of touch

"Tough" cause I have never felt love like this

Scared to death that it won't be enough

I could fall, I could fall on us

Heard you're moving on

And I wouldn't blame you for trying

I'd leave me if none of it's mine

Stood me up in September and for a last time

I'm coming down

I'm coming down

I'm coming down

How do you feel like your old self again?

How do you try and find the meaning?

How do you stay here in the process?

You make it look so goddamn effortless (effortless)

And I wouldn't blame you for trying

I'd leave me if none of it's mine

Stood me up in September but for a last time

I'm coming down

I'm coming down

I'm coming down

I'm coming down

I'm coming down