Still Around

I'm in the bathroom

Wearing sunglasses

Can't find my lighter

Looking for matches

I see her lips move

I'm somewhere downtown

And every night ends with

Why am I here now?

Thanks for the memories

Thanks for the warning

But nothing good happens at three in the morning

But I'm still around

After the things I've done

It’s a miracle, I made it past 21

I’ve been living my whole life, being a low life

Waking up underground

It's a miracle I’m still around

Did I do enough?

I think I think too much

Maybe I said too much, I know I talk a lot

And I’m older now so I self-observe

Kids don’t fall in love ‘cuz that shit hurts

Epic nights, epic fights

Got a few black eyes, told a few white lies

Said we’d keep in touch, we didn't keep in touch

Almost lost myself

Had to switch it up

Never care what your friends say

Last weekend started on Wednesday

But I'm still around

After the things I've done

It’s a miracle, I made it past twentyone

I’ve been living my whole life, being a low life

Waking up underground

It’s a miracle I’m still around

I’m done living like the ‘80s

Like Im Pablo fuckin’ Escobar

Oh man I used to hate me

Have you seen him lately?

Starting to think he’s gone too far, his voice is getting shaky

And I'm no liar, I'm higher

Running around like a cannonball

I'm tired and wired

Falling asleep driving in your car

And I'm no liar, I'm higher

Running around like a cannonball

Because it's New York or nowhere

And I know that it's not fair

That I'm still around

After the things I've done

It’s a miracle, I made it past twentyone

I’ve been living my whole life, being a low life

Waking up underground

It's a miracle I’m still around