When I was a child I never thought about it twice

And all of the photos of me were in black and white

Living in the real world was a concept left to try

But I never thought that life was fragile and unkind

My heart isn’t empty

But I can’t forget my

Can’t forget my nightmares

Surrounded by darkness and the monsters in the night

I cling to my mother ‘cause she was my only light

Don’t tell me you have all the answers

Don’t tell me how to deal with cancer

After all this time

I feel my heart’s been left behind

And I just wanna hit rewind

But what’s the point in going back?

Sometimes I feel like you’re fading slowly from my mind

And that is so scary to me, it must be a lie

I found out the truth but I refuse to think it’s right

I’m going to choose to keep on searching 'til I find

A sign of you

‘Cause I can’t forget my

Can’t forget my nightmares

Surrounded by darkness and the monsters in the night

I cling to my mother ‘cause she was my only light

Don’t tell me you have all the answers

Don’t tell me how to deal with cancer

‘Cause after all this time

I feel my heart’s been left behind

And I just wanna hit rewind

But what’s the point in going back?

Feel my heart's been left behind

I just wanna hit rewind

But what's the point in going back

What's the point in going back?

Going back

What's the point in going back?