Am I the Only One

Longevity

Nothing short of false starts and legacy

I don't wanna let you down, confessedly

I just wanna find a way to sensibly, depressingly, find clarity

I have nothing left to lose but integrity

It's a vicious cycle of tendency

Will you ever forgive me, regrettably?

Regrettably

I don't want to lose this

I don't wanna lose this

Pleading to you is useless

You're not even there

You're not even here

To see I'm trying

God, I'm trying

I don't wanna lose this

I don't wanna lose this

Pleading to you is useless

You're not even here

Pleading to you is useless

But you're the only thing I fear

Longevity

Nothing short of shit memories

Left deep in the ebony

Will I ever find clarity

'Cause' the eyes are watching

Your every self-pity

Unpleasant telepathy

They know my every move

But not my identity

That, nein

That's not my identity

I don't want to lose this

I don't wanna lose this

Pleading to you is useless

You're not even there

You're not even here

To see I'm trying

God, I'm trying

I don't wanna lose this

I don't wanna lose this

Pleading to you is useless

You're not even here

Pleading to you is useless

But you're the only thing I fear

Am I the only one?

Am I the only one?

Am I the only one?

Am I the only one?

Who has the guts to say he's wrong?

I don't want to lose this

Pleading to you is useless

You're not even there

You're not even here

To see I'm trying

I'm fucking trying

I don't wanna lose this

I don't wanna lose this

Pleading to you is useless

You're not even here

Pleading to you is useless

I am the only thing I fear

I am the only thing I fear

I am the only thing I fear

I am the only thing I fear

You're the only thing I