Everything's different

All my thoughts get daunting

Walked out on my therapist

Cuz that shit's exhausting

I know I ain't innocent

But it's holding me hostage

If I just quit listening

Will that even stop it?

My tears scabbed over

Always looking over my shoulder

Forgetting what it's like to hold ya

What the hell is closure?

How do I escape your shadow?

Is there anywhere I could go?

Cuz it all is eclipsing on me now

Glistening's the faint glow that we used to hold

Now I can't escape your shadow

Its salt inside my wounds

Cuz I'm living in high noon

All the shadows in my room

Are looking just like you

It's almost become consoling

All this weight that I've been holding

Tryna make it out is lonely

So I hold on to your ghost

My tears scabbed over

Always looking over my shoulder

Forgetting what it's like to hold ya

The hell's closure?

How do I escape your shadow

Is there anywhere I could go?

Cuz it all is eclipsing on me now

Glistening's the faint glow that we used to hold

How do I escape your shadow

Is there anywhere I could go?

Cuz it all is eclipsing on me ya

Glistening's the faint glow that we used to hold

Now I can't escape your shadow