Why am I not good enough to cry?

Why d'ya shrug your shoulders every time?

You know it's gonna cut so deep inside

Wish I could spread my wings and learn to fly

Question every action and reason why do

I need serotonin to get by

Mind don't let me down again

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger

The season is changed, not the same now that I'm getting older

Feelings I feel but I'm known to the words of a prayer

The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here

Cracks in the glass that spits like broken scars

Wondering when we grow up who we are

Watching all the worries hit me fast

Deep ties to everything I thought was home

Walking like the wooded only know

Waiting for my world to self explode

Why does it hurt even if it doesn't?

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger

The season is changed not the same now that I'm getting older

Feelings I feel but I'm known to the words of a prayer

The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here

The big girl in the corner, I wish somebody would warn her

'Cause assault doesn't come with an excuse

I just felt so transparent, all my thoughts become unpleasant

I was like an open window to abuse

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger

The season is changed not the same now that I'm getting older

Feelings I feel but I'm known to the words of a prayer

The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger to me