Draw the blinds

Light reminds me often that I'm still alone

I'll hide

Until they've gone the way of flesh and broken bones

So tired

Things come and go and yet I'm still alone

Don't hide

Don't even turn away from what you know is gone

Fuck it, put up my right hand

I'm giving up cause I'm drowning on dry land

My addiction doing sleight of hand like magicians

Nine grand gone in three weeks on mind sand

Whole damn life not goin' to plan

No, it's not what I planned

Think about heaven

I know that I'm banned

Float upstairs, 33 souls in my hand, goddamn

Captain Angban

Lost in the plot

I can't find any land, HO

I stay on the lamb

Shit I think I might go put you through the plate glass

Everyone's a psycho

Catch 'em kicking your dog then they givin' you a plain glance

Hold you by your whole damn household, upside down

Pain stick'll make 'em rain dance

Licking the rusty razor

Teeth'll grown in four months later

You can drink it now or later

You can have it now or later

Learn to love the rusty flavor

Life in every drop you savor

You can drink it now or later

You can have it now or later

Toe tag for the frozen, got me holding on, like a yeah

So sad, got her bogged down on the pole, yeah

So sad that we know you, but we lost you to the blow, yeah

Throw back to the old man smoking blunt wraps on the porch, yeah

Forty haunted, I leave blood up on em

I've been hopping all up out the graves

I done got up out the bottom often, seen my body used to be decayed

Now I'm thumbing through these blue hundreds

I've got money on me now I'm paid

Everybody switching, acting funny, I was no one now they know my name

Walked in, I got bloodstains on my hands, holes in my pockets

Broke steps on the front porch, I keep ghost sounds in my conscious

Nose runny, on the block hungry, ate the bugs off me, bodies rotten

Wipe the mud off me, hands up on your money

I've been living like I'm outta options

All my life, baby, I've been losing sight now

Wicked in the night, I could show you how to die

Outta time, I been ticking when the lights out

Blood up on the line, I'm addicted to this life

Shawty when you cry

Draw the blinds

Light reminds me often that I'm still alone

I'll hide

Until they've gone the way of flesh and broken bones

So tired

Things come and go and yet I'm still alone

Don't hide

Don't even turn away from what you know is gone

Draw the blinds

Light reminds me often that I'm still alone