I take a bottle of medicine, 'cus I'm hurting

Cup full of hella gin, 'cus I earned it

Not supposed to mix it in, now I'm worried

Spent too much on drugs so I take my bag, I return it

Not supposed to let 'em in, these demons lurkin'

Fuck my brain up again, these pills aint workin'

Reminisce on the past, miss it for certain

Wish I could go back again, I'm returning

My eyes closed so I can't see you again

And I know that you won't miss me when

I'm up, and you're down, and you can't win

That's enough, I can't let these demons win

I sip lean, I pop a bean and I wash away my sins

All on me, to find happiness and inner peace within

Lonely, why can't I just be happy again

Wishing, for someone to bring light into me

I'm sorry

(I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry)

I take a bottle of medicine, 'cus I'm hurting

Cup full of hella gin, 'cus I earned it

Not supposed to mix it in, now I'm worried

Spent too much on drugs so I take my bag, I return it

Not supposed to let 'em in, these demons lurkin'

Fuck my brain up again, these pills aint workin'

Reminisce on the past, miss it for certain

Wish I could go back again, I'm returning

Return your love then pick up the potion

Can't even name the drugs that I'm pourin'

Passin' out, my drugs I been lacin'

Campin' out, look out, police stakin'

Spinnin' around from drugs, I'm not skatin'

My money large, but it's not larger than Case yet

Crashed the car, oh shit, there goes my 'Vette

Call me Craig Tucker 'cause I'm boutta say fuck it

These drugs see my brain then jump up, then attack it

Feelin' quite cool, get my double cup a jacket

Fuck my ex hoe, bet that bitch got maggots

I really hope one day I make it

Make my Mom and Dad proud, Imma chase it

I hate the life that I've fuckin chosen

Please tell me I'm able to connect it