Ask me how I am

Hold me 'til this decade ends

Spit in your hand and shake on it

Tighten your grip, but don't bleed me dry

How this cuts formed skin, I won't know 'til I'm her again

It's every hour I put in kissing the feet you walk on me with

Floating out to sea

A boat ride sent from hell

How you've murdered me

You tied the knot well

I've been trying to find refuge

To fade into, and forget you

While you're in my hands and the water's still so far from land

I put the pain in compartments

Save it up and sit in it

Oh it's the knife you put in me, leave it in so I don't bleed out

How I'll lie in it

My bodies numb I'm freezing

You're the weight I'm carrying, You're in my arms while I'm grieving

Floating out to sea

A wreckage sent from hell

I'll tell you how I am

I'm not doing well

I've been trying to find refuge

To fade into, and forget you

While you're in my hands and the water's still so far from land