I put my getup on

To wake up late this afternoon

I stumbled down the stairs to grab a gift I got for you

To say that presence is a present I don't give at all

Because I'm focused on the fly I saw up on my bathroom wall

I tried to tell you that I love you but my throat closed

I ain't allergic to too much besides my highest hopes

I got a movie we can watch but you would think it's weird

It's all okay

Though, in my mind, I left the stove on that's why I've been

Breaking down my break downs see to you

Breaking all the bad news to free you

Beating all these odds just to meet you

Cause you're the only one who really gives a fuck about me

Having a panic attack in the moonlight

Sweating to make it all work set the mood right

Holding your hand too tight under street signs

You tell me I'm okay but Imma tell you anyway

I'm stressed the fuck out

Running like the buck out

Headlights on the truck out

I don't wanna lose you

Pressed and struck out

Swing a miss my lucks out

Everything but no doubts

I don't wanna lose you too

The fuck out

Running like the buck out

Headlights on the truck out

I don't wanna lose you

Pressed and struck out

Swing a miss my lucks out

Everything but no doubts

I don't wanna lose you too

My hands are shaking

Got a flight tomorrow

I take a breath and let this amaretto numb my sorrow

Don't understand why I don't feel this way when I'm performing

I'd say hello but

I don't think I brushed my teeth this morning

Just missed my flight

Can't keep my head on my shoulders

I try so hard to stay grounded

While 30,000 feet over

And why's this air so heavy?

I can't feel my pulse

Yeah I'm not ready

All these faces yell my name

So many people faking

I can't take it-

Standing in the street lights bugging

Can't catch my breath

I'm still running

Too many people say it's easy

When these knots all in my stomach

My thoughts are my own worst enemy

Overthinking our chemistry

Shit

Guess no one at this party really gives a fuck about me

I'm fighting battles I don't think I can win

Said you're a snake but I'm the one who's always shedding my skin

I'm talking

Talking in circles

Excuse me if I'm hard to understand

Yeah I'm a fuckup but tonight don't let go of my hand

Don't apologize

You did everything right

You're perfect all the time

That's why I always act surprised

When I'm fifteen minutes late

To the corner

When I don't know what to order

When I think your friends all hate my guts

When I feel like I don't do enough, oh

You say it's okay

It's never been that way

I can weather any weather

Always prep for rain

(Hey!)

Cause you're the only one who really gives a fuck about

Breaking down my break downs see to you

Breaking all the bad news to free you

Beating all these odds just to meet you

Cause you're the only one who really gives a fuck about me

Having a panic attack in the moonlight

Sweating to make it all work set the mood right

Holding your hand too tight under street signs

You tell me I'm okay but Imma tell you anyway

I'm stressed the fuck out

Running like the buck out

Headlights on the truck out

I don't wanna lose you

Pressed and struck out

Swing a miss my lucks out

Everything but no doubts

I don't wanna lose you too

The fuck out

Running like the buck out

Headlights on the truck out

I don't wanna lose you

Pressed and struck out

Swing a miss my lucks out

Everything but no doubts

I don't wanna lose you too