Brothers Keeper

Can give a fuck about yo' brother, they killed mine

I been living on my knees, talking to God, asking him why

Grandma told me leave it up to you, but she know we gon' slide

Back to back until we even or we hear they mommas cry, that's no lie

Couple years ago, was really on that time

Fuck the window, I'm gon' bounce out, make that choppa cha cha slide

Ain't no choosing on no sides with me, play and you gon' die with him

See it in my eyes, I ain't got no fear of dying, ****

Why you taking my ****? Sipping Hen, I cry rivers

Knowing I got murder on my mind, homicide driven

Make it hard to celebrate the wins when they not living

Reaper on my back, I hear 'em whisper that the time ticking, tick-tick

Grandma left her baby, this some sick shit

I was suicidal, drinking turned into a guilt trip

Tried to keep it sober, but it made it hard to deal with

On top of that, I lost some **** I was in the field with

Same ones I did drills with, sold a thousand pills with

All this money cover scars but I still don't feel shit

To keep it on some real shit, I'm broken, I feel vulnerable and open

Fake smiles but I'm coping, I been drinking and they notice I ain't sober

Been seeking therapy but I can't focus

Know I'm chosen, gon' be the one to bust the hood open, but I gotta heal

I be down the way, and they asking if my diamonds real

Back when it was war, my brother said you know what time it is

Living like he poor, but really sitting on a half a mill'

Can move a hudred bows like I don't know what consignment is

Aye, we really dying to live

Hurt that they killed luck, we never talked it out, I'm crying still

**** move in caution 'cause they never know what mind I'm in

Straddled every fence, I hit the streets, we back on God again

Aye, I feel alive again

Back on meditation, I been healing up my spine again

Aye, now I can die to sin

When I sleep, my uncle come right to me, I been dying to see him

Holding Grandma ashes, blacked out at yo' casket, I can't see it

She know I'm a savage, ain't no taking shit, I stand on business

Got yo' name tatted, but the pain I feel keep me anemic

Told me stick to rapping, once I heal, you gon' bring me them millions

Been sitting in my dark talking with my demons

Thinking back when I was lost and had no way to reach 'em

If you ain't into what I'm into, cut the speaking

I do this for the ones who made it out and can't believe it, on God, ****