Can't Never Could (feat. Hannah Howard)

Fightin these demons this week seems harder than last

And if I keep on getting this sinkin old feeling

And I don't know how long it will last

Let me ask you one question now friend how do you

Still pray to Jesus and pick up the pieces when nothing else pleases you

All these times

All these times

Since the first breath I've taken I've been Forsaken and tossed way out in the dark

People seem to wonder why I don't mind the thunder and lightining, lighting up the yard

Maybe I've gone too far from where I started to start turning back now

Got me thinking things might be better in all this weather if I just jump ship and drown

All these times

All these times

Well every day I wake I can't tell how I feel except somewhere between a heathen and a driving wheel

Hungry for attention and trying to hide between falling off the wagon and catching a ride

I've tried I'd say but baby I'd be a liar

I'll build myself a prison just to set it on fire

I'd like to say I can't but that ain't no good

Cause can't never could

Oooooooh

I didn't get to be a kid so I grew up quick and I guess I didn't grow up right

Started drinking whiskey stead of water and sleeping through the morning and staying out all damn night

Had me feeling like James Dean in a small town scene but they never come to see me in jail

Those are kind of friends when shit hits the fan you're the only fool standing around

And damn those times

Damn those times

Every day I wake you can't tell how I feel except somewhere between a heathen and a driving wheel

Hungry for attention and trying to hide between falling off the wagon and catching a ride

I've tried I'd say but baby I'd be a liar

I'll build myself a prison just to set it on fire

I'd like to say I can't but that ain't no good

Cause can't never could

Oooooooh

Before long I found a little bit of crystal and it had me standing up on my hair

Didn't have to sleep and never had to eat I was trying all I could to be dead

Between dead and dyin is where I resided and seem to spend most of my time

Every day I got older it just got closer to heaven for my horn in the sky

And damn those times

Damn those times

Every day I wake you can't tell how I feel except somewhere between a heathen and a driving wheel

Hungry for attention and trying to hide between falling off the wagon and catching a ride

I've tried I'd say but baby I'd be a liar

I'll build myself a prison just to set it on fire

I'd like to say I can't but that ain't no good

I'd like to say I can't but that ain't no good

Cause can't never could

Oooooooh

Oooooooh