Self Love

Trynna remember all the self love

Just trynna be there for myself when no one else was

I know they said that they could help me when I'm feelin' all depressed & when I'm dealin' with the stress, but I've made up

All those thoughts inside my head to make some memories

Every single day I wondered what you'd think of me

Wish that I could say I'm perfect, but I know I'm not

Maybe I forgot what it means to be a human being

I know there's people out there reachin' for a hand to hold

Trynna be strong for all the loved ones that they've come to know

We paint a picture of what life should really be

But before I couldn't see that I could learn to make a masterpiece

Left me scarred out my mental

Could she really be the one?

Was this really something special?

I didn't know what love was back then

Thought it was turnin' in to something, but now I've lost that friend

And that was all on me

A life of greediness & obsession, I can't believe

That I made myself become what I never wanted to be

And to her, I say, "I'm sorry. Could you forgive me?"

I have forgivin' myself

To better all the people around and for my health

And for the ones I've held a grudge against

I hope you're doin' well

Hope we could leave in the past tense and grow up now

Want to say thank you to the ones who been there

Want to say thank you to the people who have brought me here

I could never do this without you all, after all

When I fall, I recall the hardships of that year, it's unfair

Trynna look up above

Always thinkin' to myself that I wasn't enough

Nah

Put all my feelings on the shelf

When I struggle with my health, I just think about my self love

Love, love, love

Could you remember all the self love?

Love, love, love, love

Just remember love yourself, Love