Disassociation

Where have I been

My time is broken

And my eyes are open

But I can't see

What do I feel

Girl I'm feeling hopeless

And I'm feeling broken

Without me

I'm just hoping it's a side effect

Of the shit that I've done that I still regret

At times even out at night

I'm just hoping that there comes a day

That this weight on my mind it begins to fade

Cause I'm tired but I'm doing alright

I know that it will go away

But it haunts my sleep up until this day

So I walk around

And I'm wearing the skin of

A man who gets lost in a crowd

And these hands are not mine

When I catch myself looking down

I'm just hoping it's a side effect

Of the shit that I've done and I still regret

At times even out at night

I'm just hoping that there comes a day

That this weight on my mind it begins to fade

Cause I'm tired but I'm doing alright

I know that it will go away

But it haunts my sleep up until this day

And I've been losing sleep

Without you next to me

I've been locked outside my head

Without the key to let me in

And I've lost control

I'm not me anymore

So let me in

To my own head