Whiskey Tears

Am I just doomed to be the person that I am

It's not to late for me, is it, it's not to late

I need you to tell me it's not to late

I need you to tell me that I'm a good person

I know that I can be selfish and narcissistic

And self destructive, but underneath all that

Deep down, I'm a good person

And I need you to tell me that I'm good

Tell me, please tell me that I'm good

Please tell me that I'm good

Please tell me that I'm good

Remembering when I was happy is like looking for faded memories

When I look in the mirror, I only see my enemy

The demons all inside my head are slowly killing me

Leave me alone, I'm trying to live my life a little peacefully

But Life is a false reality we all succumb to

Looking through mirrored windows that I wanna see through

To see who's on the other side with a clear view

Of my life and all the fucked up shit that I do

Rap is poetry only in musical form

Im addicted to it just like internet porn

I would've thought I'd change when my daughter was born

I miss my peace, I'm tired of being in a mental war

Drying all these whiskey tears

Drying all these whiskey tears

Drying all these whiskey tears

Drying all these

Now the devils got a hold of me

He's the one controlling me

God do you hear me, do you remember me

Remember when I was a kid and you never answered me

Sending out prayers to protect my family

But you stole my brother Eddie, you stole my brother Reggie

You stole my brother Ty when he was only nineteen

You stole my brother KK, you stole my father's memory

And I'm supposed to sit here and pretend I'm okay?

So thank you for the misery and all the shit you did for me

Soon I'll be your history, tired of hostility

I need to learn chivalry to be a better me

I'm drowning in this whiskey, do you still love me?

Do u still love me?

Do you still love

Do you still love me

Do you still love

Do you still love me

Do you still love

Do you

Drowning in these whiskey tears

You would've thought I lived a hundred years

Never responded to my prayers

My whole life has been a nightmare

I'm trying to get upstairs

But this whiskey got me impaired

You always knew about my despairs

But always acted unaware

Drowning in these whiskey tears

You would've thought I lived a hundred years

Never responded to my prayers

My whole life has been a nightmare

I'm trying to get upstairs

But this whiskey got me impaired

You always knew about my despairs

But always acted unaware