DIVINE WARRIOR

I pick up the glock

Pointin' it at my own head

I don't got any purpose

It left

My life is a joke

Searchin' for meanin'

In things that are fleeting

It feels like a hoax

I look to the sky

And pray for resolve

Ask for more power

Before I devolve

Indulging in things that won't help me at all

Something please free me or else I will fall

I feel the rage

Coursin' my veins

I feel the wars

Making me sane

I feel my purpose

Ain worthless

I Battle my curses

And making it out never scathed

I don't wanna fight with nobody that right

And I don't wanna fight with nobody that left

I just wanna dice everybody that wrong

The ones with the greed embedded in their laws

I'm not a photographer but I be aiming my shots at a poser

I make 'em say cheese

It is so fitting for rats that just lack any common sense I love watching 'em all fuckin' bleed

Don't wanna be friends with a fucker that wanna be nothin' and lack all ambition

You're weak

Pussy ass boy wanna fuck with the clique

Better think of it twice before you get hit

I scream for the silent

Death before dishonor

Headed to nirvana

Let the anguish turn to violence

I struggle with loving myself

And my face

Suppressin' my hate

And suppressin' my rage

I look at my childhood man what a waste

I should've been sheltered instead I was bait

For everyone's war always torn everyplace

Feel like I need to do drugs to escape

All of these feelings

Revealing my fate

Dead by the bottle

Full throttle enrage

Like lost in the dope

What's the cost

Just to cope

I'm still lost in the dope

What's the cost

Just to cope

I was taught not to talk

Bottle feelings 'til explode

I was taught not to talk

Bottle feelings 'til explode

I scream for the silent

Death before dishonor

Headed to nirvana

Let the anguish turn to violence

I can't function

Heart been thumpin'

I don't wanna feel a thing

So I keep numbing