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I say i'm fine

But i know i'm lying

Can't you tell i'm lying

I'm getting good at this

But all i do is hide it

Can't you see i'm hiding

I know it's ok to not be ok

But why is it so damn hard to say

Why do i keep it all inside and fake a smile

I don't know why i'm so afraid

But the mistake's already made

So i gotta keep it up and pretend this is who i am

I'm such a coward

And i don't deny it

i just want you to see it

But i choose silence

Hoping you'll just ask me how i am over and over again

I know it's ok to not be ok

But why is it so damn hard to say

Why do i keep it all inside and fake a smile

I don't know why i'm so afraid

But the mistake's already made

So i gotta keep it up and pretend this is who i am

Oh please just see right through me tell me how i'm wrong

Make me feel transparent make me show it all

So don't believe a word i say just call me out

If i just told you how i really am i know you'd understand

It's ok to not be ok

But why is it so damn hard to say

Why do i keep it all inside and fake a smile

I don't know why i'm so afraid

Though the mistake's already made

I don't wanna keep it up pretend this is who i am now

It's ok to not be ok

But why is it so damn hard to say

Why do i keep it all inside and fake a smile

I don't know why i'm so afraid

Though the mistake's already made

I don't wanna keep it up pretend this is who i am now