Unlock the door and find me on the floor

I’m waiting for the world to stop turning

The walls are trembling

It’s sickening

My mind is slipping slowly

Dripping paint into my frontal lobe

Encase my brain in a shell of self-loathing

This hate debilitates and suffocates

The flame of my ambition

Soaked in bankers

Cashing out

I do this for myself

Crypto brother

Elon’s mother

I do this for the clout

The X Files

Reactive reaction and basic subtraction

It’s all just the same, rearranging my brain

Some call it a game, I call it insane

Reaching forward towards infinity

Pleasure and pain, relief that’s just tame

Go for the aim shoot to reclaim

Your place in this realm, you’re right at the helm

Corrupting the files with big wide smiles

Locked and loaded, I’m hypercoded

Digital demise

Endless doomscrolling

Blue light keeps me up at night