Out of Body

Wish I could step out of my body

Do something with these feelings inside me

I wanna be a passenger, floating through my life

Stimuli on overload but I don’t wanna die

Dragging my feet through the dark, can you see the tread I’ve left behind?

I’ve been hoping for a miracle, I can’t let go

Are my eyes losing color, do you think it shows?

I’ve been getting better but it feels so slow

Oh woah, I’m fading slow

Been praying for my fate

But I’m losing all my faith

I ran out of all my patience and the connection refused

Ever since I was younger

I grew up resenting

The way that I looked

And just how heavy I was

The kids all would grab me

And keep on reminding

That I hated how I looked

But then I got older

I weighed bout 250

And I reaffirmed that I hated myself

So I looked at old photos

Of when I was younger

And I wished I could look just like him

Maybe one day I'll do something about it

I see someone I don't recognize

And I feel there's someone on the inside

Because when I dream of you at night

I just wish for just one day

I could be the me, I want, with nothing to hide

How many years

How many days

Until you can’t ignore what they say

How many years

How many days

Until you can’t ignore what they say

I need one fucking day where I don’t feel a thing

I’ve been hoping for a miracle, I can’t let go

Are my eyes losing color, do you think it shows?

I’ve been getting better but it feels so slow

Oh woah, do you think it shows?

Because when I dream of you at night

I just wish for just one day

I could be the me, I want, with nothing to hide