Ah, ah, uh, this that spiritial dev you know

You ain't hear this shit in a minute

Ooh, its time to reflect on everything i did

Ooh, been doing this shit since a-

I gotta reflect on this shit that is new

Can't tell them nothing they thinking its true

I apologize for everything I said

I apologize for everything I said

I know I'm just better off dead, dead

Look in the mirror, yeah you know its true

It's a reflection, it's looking at you

I know I have my mishaps

I gotta slow down and I gotta recap

Don't worry about it, I ain't mean to slap you

On my soul I never meant to trap you

And I'm always playing the victim like, "what I do?"

Then I feel bad when its like nothing new

I think I'm just fucked up inside my head

Sometimes I think that I'm better off dead

Huh I think I'm better off dead yeah

I think I'm better off dead yeah

My voices go in my head yeah

Head in my hand and I'm

dead

I gotta reflect on this shit that is new

Can't tell them nothing they thinking its true

I apologize for everything I said

I apologize for everything I said

I know I'm just better off dead, dead

Look in the mirror, yeah you know its true

It's a reflection, it's looking at you

Was it really?

Was it really?

Was it really SA?

Or was I really?

Was I really?

Was I really not okay?

Every time I go deep into my thoughts

I come out thinking like someone I'm not

I be thinking like its all my fault, my fault

All my fault (my fault)

All my fault (my fault)

All my fault (my fault)

All my fault (my fault)

I gotta reflect on this shit that is new

Can't tell them nothing they thinking its true

I apologize for everything I said

I apologize for everything I said

I know I'm just better off dead, dead