Expect the Worst

I felt like I was dying

Lost faith in all of my trying

Colors were slowly turning dark

Swallowed whole by the unknown

By the unknown

I sang sweet melodies of death

Longing for my eternal rest

My heart was burned out

My mind in self-doubts

Craving the dopamine high, but lacking the serotonin, why?

I felt like I was dying

Lost faith in all of my trying

Colors were slowly turning dark

Swallowed whole by the unknown

Struck by the silence

I found myself begging down on my knees

The lack of perspectives and fading hope

Brought out the worst in me

A scorched ground leaves no place to grow

For the offering to fully unfold

But here I am

Feeling so alive like I never did before

And now I, I found my place, I found my heart

This can't be real, I expect the worst

Feeling so concerned like I never did before

And now I, I found my place, I found my heart

This can't be real, I expect the worst

Yeah

Expect the worst

Yeah

I felt like I was dying

Lost faith in all of my trying

Colors were slowly turning dark

Swallowed whole by the unknown

Without any guidance

I found myself being lost in despair

The futility of recovery

Has taken the best of me

A scorched ground leaves no place to grow

For the offering to fully unfold

Now that I found my place

I found my heart

This can't be real

But here I am

Feeling so alive like I never did before

And now I, I found my place, I found my heart

This can't be real, I expect the worst

Feeling so concerned like I never did before

And now I, I found my place, I found my heart

This can't be real, I expect the worst