iLLtro (The Destination)

I've been lost for a minute I'm trynna find my way

Battling with decisions my demons came to play

I've been stuck in my old ways

The same maze

Running in circles searching for something that'll grow my faith

They say

Be careful what you wish for

I've been piss poor

My heart beat's soar

I need more

Love money and drugs is what I seek for

But in the end I'd realize the pain inside is way too much to cope with

Don't matter the dosage

Been struggling with living but nobody knows this

Been battling addiction but I never show it

Been mad at god for so long and I know that he knows it

Tell me

How long does it take

For me to see my mistakes

And take my negative thinking and use em for something great

Is this my fate or am I being lied to

I bleed and cry to

I'm human may I remind you

I see a light at the end of the tunnel

The destination where I'm headed but it's nothing but trouble

Where it's pain but it's subtle

Freedom comes with a muzzle

The word's you say will get you killed

And make you want to rebuttal

It's Life

Or is it only deception

I'll see for myself and judge from my own perspective

Don't feel bad for me just pray for me

Even if you've hated me

I'm searching for a remedy

There's nothing left to say for me

I'm gone

There's nothing left to say

And nothing you can do

There is no runaway

When it comes to the tunes

So keep moving on

You know you'll make it through

I've suffered I'm done

Waiting here for