I keep feeling like I've only got five years left

Keep feeling lots of eyes bearing down on my neck

But there's no pressure babe, you're still young, why would you stress

I got a lot of friends, and a lot of things to do

I have memories, regrets and a bright future too

My teachers always said I was really smart

And I talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I'll talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I'll talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I still take my big rip and I try to justify like

I keep feeling like I've only got four years left

It's time to get a job and take some chances on myself

And maybe meet some new friends more than just my drummer

Boy that'd be a bummer if I never make some new friends

Old friends, Jerry from around the bend

Got cancer in his balls, unfortunately met his end

And I pass by his old house almost everyday

And I talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I'll talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I'll talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I'll still take my big rip and I look up to the sky like

Now, I'm feeling like I've only got three years left

And now I'm 22, I feel it weighing in my chest

This funny pizza job still won't pay any bills

So don't rest, I think I got a solution

Okay so you know how you have to pay for gas

Water, cars, electric, insurance and all that jazz

Well what if I just drove across the country

And found happiness in that

(Is that stupid? Yeah I guess that's stupid)

I talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I'll talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I still take my big shit, ignore the red staining the white, I

I keep feeling like I've only got two years left

Been having trouble finding reasons to get out of bed

Been feeling like I can't even if I wanted to

And I can't seem to scrub the bags from underneath my eyes

I can't seem to wash away the guilt of lies

I've been having trouble getting grandpa off my mind

And I'll talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I'll talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I will talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I still take my big shit, ignore the red staining the white, I

Now, I'm feeling like I've only got one year left

I haven't left the house because I just wanted to rest

I promise you I'm fine, don't lie

Look I just came home from work, man, I'm only 25, we can

Go get ice cream, see a show, go to a game, hit the road

Maybe in a couple days, I think right now

I just wanna stay at home and be alone

And I talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I will talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I will talk a lot of shit but I don't wanna die

I still take my last sip, I hear the voices say goodbye, like

And I've been feeling like I'm dead