Confront It

I'm fine, I say for the last time

I'm trying not to say that anymore

'Cause it's lying, and all I want is to be good

But something black and blue is behind every door

I woke up today

A stranger in my body

I don't like the way

I only like me when you want me

I have said, I have done

Everything but what I wanted

I guess I'll do anything

Anything but confront it

It hurts, all those little moments

I made it worse, I tried to just think it away

I thought if I acted like I wasn't broken

Then nobody would find a reason not to stay

I woke up today

Still a stranger in my body

And I don't like the way

I only like me when you want me

I have said, I have done

Everything but what I wanted

I guess I'll do anything

Anything but confront it

It never left, you carry it with you

It walks around, keeping the score

And I am tired, I'm tired of losing

I hear the clock, it's louder than it was before

I hope one day

I'm not a stranger in my body

And that I find a way

To like me when you don't want me

I have said, I have done

Everything but what I wanted

I guess I'll do anything

I guess I'll do anything

I guess I'll confront it