I can't think straight

I'm scared of all the things that they could say

I'm afraid that I'm too safe

living with a weight that I can't freight

I don't wanna lose me anymore than I have already

tryna move my baggage but this heart is too heavy

hoping for a package that will keep me sedated

looking for a passage that could make this all make sense

but I think I'll have to sweep the slate

woah

I need a fresh start

reset

I don't wanna regret secrets

I don't wanna lie

when I tell you I'm not

I lock myself inside my head to rot

I'm in too deep

too hot

I either gotta burn up

or hide a little longer for now

I'm far past saving

I just can't change it

why do you trust me

I'm faking

I'm never really here

I'm faded

beyond belief

so I can't feel the heat

so I can be less like me

so I can lie more

to you and me

to my own beliefs

too many to speak

too many to breathe

to you I'm me

to me I am you

I can not be what you think you see

I tried to be

looking around like I'm sick and I just might show it

I got my hands in the air

I don't know what to say I'm not a poet

wrote you a poem but I don't know how it goes I'm hopeless

I don't know how this went from runner up to bowl to piss

what a pest

keep doing my best no contest it's obvious

for the context better than the rest ever did so

it's all good

put it on track and then it all gets off put

it's all good

put it on track and then it all gets off put