Back from the Void

I wanna find what I have lost

And aint it my right

To follow my soul?

To find these broken threads

Of what we were

And grip them real tight,

Pull them into the light

To prove it’s all worthwhile

But who am I to make you decide?

In the arms of those we love

We found a deep salvation

But somethings are never right

I’m waiting for spark to light up

I’m looking for a hope to cling to

In your eyes

I know a lie

But this it aint that

It’s real it’s a fact

I’ve turned back from the void

Wish I could find a way

To show you what I see ahead

And I know this aint fair

And I know you were there through hardest times

When all I saw was darkness and fear

And I felt the end near

When despite your pain you stayed here

And held me close when nothing was clear

I’m waiting for spark to light up

I’m looking for a hope to cling to

In your eyes

I know a lie

But this it aint that

It’s real it’s a fact

I’ve turned back from the void

Was it just misunderstanding?

Did I drag kicking screaming

Into a life that broke you, beat you

All out of shape

Into someone you hate

That you can’t be again

And I know

There’s other worlds

There’s other lives

We could living in

But could we feel again

The way we felt when it was good

In the brilliance of the night?