The Bed I Made

Rolling over in the bed I made

Staring at the ceiling tryna see your face

I keep turning pages but the ending never comes

All out of options cause what's done is done

So I close my eyes and pray there's something left

Of the man you loved, that you thought I was

I don't know where it went wrong but it damn sure did

I can't put you through the kind of hell that lies ahead

Close the curtains I don't want you to see

The shell that I became because I had to be

To shut out the world cause it all reminds me of you

Don't know what else I was supposed to do

So I close my eyes and pray there's something left

Of the man you loved, that you thought I was

I don't know where it went wrong but it damn sure did

I can't put you through the kind of hell that lies ahead

I will carry you forever in my heart

I'll love you at the end just like I loved you from the start

Maybe in the next life our stars will align

And I won't be quite so messed up and get to call you mine

So I close my eyes and pray there's something left

Of the man you loved, that you thought I was

I don't know where it went wrong but it damn sure did

I can't put you through the kind of hell that lies ahead