Restore Me (feat. the afterhour.)

There was a time when I believed in myself

But those days are over, I'm overwhelmed

No reason to fight for a world that couldn't care less

If I'm alive or if I'm dead

I'm a lighthouse in the ocean with all the bulbs burnt out

I'm an Amaryllis wilting in the middle of a drought

I'm a statue in a mausoleum, name engraved in silt

I'm a hopeless romantic, it's the way that I was built

Remember all times we shared

Well, I hope that it was worth it

Every pleasure, every pain

If there's a God out there somewhere

Well I hope He can restore me

To the man I was before I lost my way

I'm a flame that's all but faded

Feels like the walls are caving in

I was jaded and pissed, overworked, so I quit

I couldn't atone for all my sins

Now there's a lighthouse built before me

Showing me everything I wanna believe

But I'm a criminal, too stressed, I feel subliminal

Just tryna make it through the God damn day

I pray you found a way back to solid ground

Remember all times we shared

Well, I hope that it was worth it

Every pleasure, every pain

If there's a God out there somewhere

Well I hope He can restore me

To the man I was before I lost my way

I'll get this off of my chest

I've been waiting for sign

'Cause I've been giving up, giving up slowly

I ain't got no peace of mind

You're on the outside

And I'm looking in

When you're giving up, giving up slowly

There's no way to win

There was a time when I believed that the world

Was ready to be saved, well I was wrong

If you read this a thousand years from now

This song is a gift to the misled