I-

I am slowly falling

Falling to damnation

Despite that it's appalling

Does not deter temptation

From my calling out name

Don't have the strength to say no

I surrender inclination

'Cause I am slowly

Falling

Falling to damnation

I'm the one who's bawling

Out of all in this damned nation

I have no right to feel pain

'Cause I'm better off than most

Don't care, so while I still can

I am letting out the most

So let me have a go

Yeah

Ha-ha

Look

Slowly sanding away at my sanity

And I know the corrective actions I gotta take

But I don't because makin' moves always panics me

I'm more insecure than prideful, I'm startin' to rot away

Got the hunger but I don't need a vanity plate

I suffer, rejoice whenever I can have me a steak

Or a cut, much more is prolly not in the cards

'Cause if my hand is full of tens, still at the mercy of fate

True pain resonates at my roots like a toothache

Haven't I gotten better or am I gettin' used to it?

Chickens in the game end up with a goosegg

I only murder in the plot, call that a loose canon

Desensitized to the point that the only time I'm misty-eyed's

When I get a sty, all the pain is compartmentalized

Not a MP5 when I say that you gon' get a shot

It's a MP3, so I promise you ain't finna die

But it ain't a lie when I say I got cold heart traits

When I say I'm in a lone star state

Not just talkin' 'bout Texas, no one is as best as me

I'm toxic inside, so you best know less of me

Every time I curse, do no less than bless a beat

Hit 'em where it hurts, I'm a vet, no pets to see

Hope I'm reimbursed for every damn verse

But I know I ain't the first so I'll just expect to be—

Falling

Falling to damnation

I'm the one who's bawling

Out of all in this damned nation

I have no right to feel pain

'Cause I'm better off than most

Don't care, so while I still can

I am letting out the most

So let me have a go

I can promise you don't wanna be a part at all

When the world goes to shit is when you start to stall

When them bitches in a brawl now, sharper claws

Be at peace with the beast, see the scars through cloth

I'm at war with the reaper, screw an arsenal

That motherfucker wants to all out arson all

And set the world on fire, Pearl Harbor bombs

Just to lighten up the night when the darkness falls

There's nothin' more scary than man on a mission

Who's doin' somethin' bad and thinks he has good intention

They construe it as sadistic, paint the man masochistic

Confuse my ambition with my true inner vision

Only time for intermission if you been cemented

But what more to my name than a little imprint

That ain't left on my grave but in brains that decay?

No place in this game if you ain't gonna play

And not to complain but I got to 'cause

I'm a moth to the game, I'm attracted to poppin' it

Caught in the flames when I go off with it

Look at y'all like insects but y'all know better

Not to fly too close to top of it

Lookin' for the light like I'll find it in dark-n-ess

Ego ain't enough, it can justify makin' a mark

If no one looks at the mark again, right?

Falling

Falling to damnation

I'm the one who's bawling

Out of all in this damned nation

I have no right to feel pain

'Cause I'm better off than most

Don't care, so while I still can

I am letting out the most

So let me have a go

I know that I'm falling

Right down in the pit of fire

I know that I will burn

There is no way that I'll return