Energy

All those things i'm yet to be

Look

This is trials at 8 and i fold cos the pressure on a youngun too great

I was age thirteen when the ways of the world first poisoned my brain

This is living on my own as a kid in digs tryna find my place

This a first team dream where i couldn't prove mine cos i barely got played

This is injury woes at the time that the doors weren't closed

This is going on loan all alone

This is days that i nearly let go

Imagine fainting from fears of my fitness

Running on treadmills to fix it

One time physio missed it

Luckily god got me lifted

Now i've clocked why i can see the bigger picture

Imagine going for a meal with your fam

The people that i'm here to protect

Next thing there's a knife to my chest

Heart stopped but it wasn't from the fear of death

Just the fact that my family were close and they never shoulda been through these fucked up events

Walked out 90K in the red

And there's days that i feel this trauma

But i hold it in i'm not vocal

Cos i know that i'm blessed and i don't wanna play victim so i keep it local

At home where my heart sits pent up rage and pain that i can't get past i'm tarnished and i still give all of me to the game and i'm not advancing what's left for me please give me answers

All those things i'm yet to be

I give everything what's left for me now

Cos i'm feeling so low so low

On energy

Cos i'm feeling so low so low

On energy

The truths in the rap can you feel it

I'm not ashamed bout the things that i say

There were days that i felt like a weak link

I bought the watch and the cars and chains just to ease it

To disguise how i'm feeling

My god i need healing

Sounds mad but i know i got purpose

I grew up in churches

Blessed cos i coulda been murdered

The clout and the girls, a disturbance

Done with thoughts of a purchase

2* coulda but never bought birkins

All the losses i deserved it

Lucky i'm young so still i'm being nurtured

But time goes quick so i'm nervous

Blacked out socials wanna fly virgin

Need to runaway runaway get away right now

I don't even wanna come back

I don't wanna mediate right now

All the pain in pursuit for the peace

Still tryna have fun with my gs but

My mind don't agree with my needs in this life that i lead

Still i got what some kids dream of having

It's like everything i want is in reach but i just can't grab it

All those things i'm yet to be

I give everything what's left for me now

Cos i'm feeling so low so low

On energy

Cos i'm feeling so low so low

On energy