Think I'm doing better 'cause I'm missing it less

Stopped feeling so attached to whatever I lost

Found a sink and then I started getting out of my head

And I called you in the morning 'cause I wanted to say

I think I'm doing better, I've been drinking it less

Stopped thinking about always stepping off of the edge

I take myself to places that I wanted them to

And when it's finally over, won't be missing you

Maybe I'll make a difference when I grow a little older

Maybe it's all just nothing at the end and then I show up

Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder

Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower

Maybe I'll search for something that I'll never end up finding

Maybe it's all just nothing and it's not even worth crying

Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder

Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower

Take me as I give it or don't take me at all

Tell me about your girlfriend but I don't care at all

I think it's something in the water, I was turning nineteen

Sunken at the bottom, it was endless to me

Work a little harder than I'd ever before

Wanna be your girlfriend if it means you won't call

I think I'm starting to get over all the shit that I had

Or maybe I'm just in denial and convincing myself

I've been so aligned, say it like am I

Make it all come true, I won't feel so blue

Maybe I'll make a difference when I grow a little older

Maybe it's all just nothing at the end and then I show up

Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder

Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower

Maybe I'll search for something that I'll never end up finding

Maybe it's all just nothing and it's not even worth crying

Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder

Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower

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