Lucky

I am so lucky

Everybody, get in line

To meet the girl who flew too high

Who does it all just to be liked

By strangers that she met online

Did it all to be included

My self-loathing's so deep-rooted

Inner child that's unrecruited

Truth is, I'm not suited for it

When I die, I won't have time to spend my money

But I hope that you still love me

'Cause I'm so lucky

I'm a star

But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinking

"If there's nothing missing in my life

Then why do these tears come at night?"

Why they come?

Why they come?

Why they come?

Why they come?

And why she losing so much weight?

I heard it's from the drugs she ate

And I feel her, but I can't relate

'Cause I'd never end up in that state

A girl like that is a mother

Must be tough

A problem child, I was rough

But what do you do with a difficult grownup?

When I die, I won't have time to spend my money

But I hope that you still love me (Da-da-da-da, da-da-mm)

'Cause I'm so lucky (I'm so lucky)

I'm a star

But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinking

"If there's nothing missing in my life

Then why do these tears come at night?"

I shaved my head four times because I wanted to

And then I did it one more time 'cause I got sick (I am so lucky)

And I thought I'd changed so much, nobody would notice it

And no one did

Then I left the doctor's office full of tears

Became a single mom at my premiere

And I told everybody I was fine for a whole damn year

And that's the biggest lie of my career

But I'm so lucky

I'm a star

But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinking

"If there's nothing missing in my life

Then why do these tears come at night?"

I'm so lucky

I'm a star

But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinking

"If there's nothing missing in my life

Then why do these tears come at night?"

She's so lucky

She's so lucky

She's so lucky

She's so—

Haven't you heard?