I just want to make it feel better

I just need a little relief

Cause I've been picking fights in the mirror

Like who's that fucker staring at me

And I forgot what we're chasing

But we rolled a ways away from the tree

I'm losing touch with the basics

And basically abandoning me

I'm pushing pace on my way down

I've got a record to beat

I changed my name as a way out

So don't come looking for me

Don't come looking for me

Don't come looking for me

I just want to hold my hands steady

I just need the voices to cease

Cause I could take my mark and get ready

But I'm still waiting for the trigger to squeeze

They say nothing is sacred

So I'll sacrifice whatever you need

I'm better dead than complacent

And I'll die trying not to quit or concede

I'm pushing pace on my way down

I've got a record to beat

I changed my name as a way out

So don't come looking for me

Don't come looking for me

Don't come looking for me

I'm bleeding out

Don't need you now

To pick me up

And dust me off again

I was broken down

But I'm older now

I'm strong enough

To figure out

My own way out

Of all this pain I'm in

I'm pushing pace on my way down

I've got a record to beat

I changed my name as a way out

So don't come looking for me

No don't come looking for me