Circles around my eyes

I'll be losing sleep on fever dreams tonight

So tell me why I try

Just want you to convince me that I'm doing alright

Around and around I go

Around and around I go

Circle around the drain

Miles away

You can't stop me

Good intentions in vain

I guess I'm not

Who I thought I'd be

Oh my god

Can't turn my brain off

Oh my god

I think I'm spiraling again

Circled the sun a few times

Now I'm turning into someone I don't recognize

I'm losing track of time

Can I change or will you bury me in grief and denial?

Circle around the drain

Miles away

You can't stop me

Good intentions in vain

I guess I'm not

Who I thought I'd be

Oh my god

Can't turn my brain off

Oh my god

I think I'm spiraling again

The vultures circles around my head

The body moves but the spirit's dead

And though it's polished word vomit

I don't know how to stop it

So I'm circling back again

To the nihilist I've always been

Circle around the drain

Miles away

You can't stop me

Good intentions in vain

I guess I'm not

Who I want to be

Circle around the drain

Miles away

You can't stop me

Good intentions in vain

I guess I'm not

Who I thought I'd be

Oh my god

Can't turn my brain off

Oh my god

I think I'm spiraling again