Won't Let Myself Let Go

Speed dialing

Kept your number saved

But I've been afraid to

Be honest

But I gotta tell you

October

Ringing in my head

What I left unsaid

Can't find closure

Mmm

Breaking all my rules to have you

I've got nothing left to lose

So I won't let myself let go

Cuz I know

I'd rather hold on

To the you that I thought you were

Than try to start again and

I saw you at the end and I

Haven't moved

From that room

Since you got on a plane

My heart stowed away with you

Don't know why I'm holding on to hope

But I won't let myself let go

I've tried it all

Psychotherapy

Dating different people

Distracting myself

But I still can't shake you

Breaking all my rules to have you

Now I've got nothing left to lose

So I won't let myself let go

Cuz I know

I'd rather hold on

To the you that I thought you were

Than try to start again and

I saw you at the end and I

Haven't moved

From that room

Since you got on a plane

My heart stowed away with you

Don't know why I'm holding on to hope

But I won't let myself let go

Oh oh

Oh oh oh

Oh oh oh

So I won't let myself

I won't let myself let go

Breaking all my rules to have you

Despite it all, I still love you

So I won't let myself let go

And I won't let myself let go

Cuz I know

I'd rather hold on

To the you that I thought you were

Than try to start again and

I saw you at the end and I

Haven't moved

From that room

Since you got on a plane

My heart stowed away with you

Don't know why I'm holding on to hope

But I won't let myself let go