Who am I and where am I?

I can't remember your name

Don’t bother me anymore

I'm not myself anymore

Everybody is staring at me

Watch my heart falls apart

I will detest all of you from hell

But I’m still alive

Why are you still laughing like a clown

If you wanna talk to me say your fucking name

Why are you still laughing like a clown

Your face is starting to distort

Crawling through the dark heading to my home

There was no one in front of me

Only one thing I knew about

Someday you'll destroy me

I'm going to stab a knife on my "right heart"

The sky is crying again

Not planed like this

(What do you want?)

You can take it out

(What do you want?)

I don’t need money, status or fame so give “myself” back

When ever I fall a sleep someone comes next to me

He just stays there with mouth closed

One day he said

Go to fucking hell

I’m going crazy

I’m not myself anymore

Everybody is staring at me

Watch my heart falls apart

I will detest all of you from hell

My story is shit

Crawling through the dark heading to my home

There was no one in front of me

Only one thing I knew about

Someday you'll destroy me

My sickness will never heel

Someone said yourself will be the savior

"Who the fuck are you"

What am I running from?

No matter how much I run away, I can't get far away

Keeps chasing me with the same distance

There is no wall in the dark

PARAMNESIA

Why are you still laughing like a clown

If you wanna talk to me say your fucking name

Why are you still laughing like a clown

Your face is starting to distort

Crawling through the dark heading to my home

There was no one in front of me

Only one thing I knew about

Someday you'll destroy me

What else do you want from me?

Wake me up from the nightmare

Destroy

I will be destroy

I will take you with me