Who I Am

I am losing so much faith in me

Who will find me if I've lost myself?

I'm a slave of my rotten mind, and I

Lost my way, I've been wandering day and night

Cannot hide all the ghosts I keep inside

All they do, all the time, is watch me

A weight upon my heart

That I can't seem to let go

You wanna bring me down

You wanna cut me off

But I will keep fighting on my own until my legs give out

Pretending I won't feel the pain you cause me

My heart's racing, I can't slow it down

I am rotten to the core

I am losing so much faith in me

Who will find me if I've lost myself?

All my life went down in flames

Is this ever gonna end?

I'm being watched, but when will I be seen

For who I am?

Wishing for a moment of peace

In this storm of worry, I pray for release

Feels like I'm screaming, but I make no sound

I feel the pain you cause me, face to the ground

I am rotten to the core

No one will ever know this pain

I am losing so much faith in me

Who will find me if I've lost myself?

All my life went down in flames

Is this ever gonna end?

I'm being watched, but when will I be seen?

For who I am?

I'm losing so much faith

In me

I wanna feel you're proud of me

Always been seen as someone else

And never for who I am

For who I am

Still I drown deeper in my mind

No mercy

Forever lost

Forever lost

I don't want your mercy

And I'll watch my life go down

I will stand on my own grave

I feel my heart slow down

I don't want your mercy

I don't need it

I don't wanna feel nothing