Umitagari

From far away, at you, I gaze

Then intertwine and make you mine

Hidden beneath becoming meek

Notice me find, notice you're blind

No, I can't get enough

Feel all the stress and the pain building up

Ah, like a thorn in my side

And every single day

This wretched life only gets in my way

Need to flaunt the wounds collecting over time

Done with putting Bandaids on bullet wounds that bleed

They don't stop my aching, impulses that'll always scream

Dragging me to hell, won't admit it as I fall

If I close my eyes, I don't have to see the future at all

Love at first sight, in every right

You fill my head, feeling that spread

Before you see, I was too weak

Sorry I wept, yet

The hands around my neck

Choking me softly, I'd never expect

Lovely memories turning to pain

What goes up crashes down

A promise broke and fell to the ground

Wait, the fear is here, it's all too much to take

Laughing, we're together and walking down the street

Tomorrow is a fantasy, cherishing that perfect dream

You and me, a storm raging, til we call a draw

Stretching as we run from the real ending, run from it all

When will it come the day I rise above

The struggle, the never ending pain that I feel

When will I win the battle over love

And all of the fiction that it's writes onto me

Trusting in a Bandaid is difficult for me

What about a loose rail swaying as it shakes beneath

But the thoughts that intrude are gnawing at my flesh

Found the thread of hope, and it's hanging from my neck

I can't feel my head, it is burning from inside?

Lemme melt away in the thoughts that dance around your mind

Barely walking straight as I stumble home tonight

You were very kind to me, I'm so overjoyed I could die

So overjoyed I could die

Something we made, a silly game

A memory hidden beneath

Wondering more, why were they born?

Well so you see